The end of a real day off
Today, I've had my first honest day off in quite a while . While I wasn't compelled to do anything really "special", I did take the opportunity to simply relax. Listening to Classical Music and getting lost in a good book (Mornngs on Horseback by David McCullough) were how the bulk of the day was spent. There were the inevitable loads of laundry and some minor food shopping to do and a trip to St. Louis to start planning, but that was as close as I got to doing anything really "physical".
I don't give myself enough time to relax but I'm learning to be better about that. Though I have loved the way my life has been turning for a long time now, I find that I am just now becoming comfortable with it. I'm don't have to "prove" anything anymore - to anybody else or to myself. I'm still quite teachable but have come to understand the value of teaching as well. I've learned to say "Thank-you" when praised and to be generous with praise myself.
I'm pretty sure that I am fully realizing that I'm okay just the way I am. There's more to learn and more to give, but for today I'm okay with me.
Life is Good
I don't give myself enough time to relax but I'm learning to be better about that. Though I have loved the way my life has been turning for a long time now, I find that I am just now becoming comfortable with it. I'm don't have to "prove" anything anymore - to anybody else or to myself. I'm still quite teachable but have come to understand the value of teaching as well. I've learned to say "Thank-you" when praised and to be generous with praise myself.
I'm pretty sure that I am fully realizing that I'm okay just the way I am. There's more to learn and more to give, but for today I'm okay with me.
Life is Good

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